Had another check up at the doctors to see how I’ve been doing on the new meds. I’m starting something new and stronger now. Dr told me to try to not lose anymore weight cause I’m only 89 lbs :/ Finally got a resource for counseling so I’m gonna set that up today. Big girl and I are waiting for our final bus ride home so we can go bug papa!
So rupee has a new ball and also likes to play with the cats haha.
Just spent over two hours talking to my program director about my problems, hopes, dreams and concerns. Got a resource for counseling finally. I feel good. I’m finding happiness slowly but surely. Possibly going to be home apart of more foster care related things. Lots of new, good things happening soon.
Rupee is kinda weird. She thinks she’s a cat.
My sweet baby boy Judas, I almost didn’t get you. But when I saw you for the first time you cried your big Judas cry and I fell in love. You cuddled my belly, begged for my cereal milk, gave me kisses and loved my daughter as much as I do. You watched over her crib as a newborn. You are the sweetest most passionate kitten I have ever met. I miss you to pieces. My heart is broken and heavy. I seriously can’t leave the house without searching for you. Kyle thinks I’m crazy once I start searching the streets for you. If only I were a better mommy. I should have had you microchipped. You should have gotten that new collar I bought for you. I need you. Cora needs you. Please come home. I need my boy. ):